Happy Summer Solstice!

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Today is the longest day of the year. The sun is the highest it will be in the sky, and as of today it’s officially summer. Now, I don’t know about where you guys are, but here, it’s hot! And it’s been hot for a while, so this isn’t so much the start of summer for me. It’s just another summer day. An extra long, extra hot summer day. So I’m taking my little one and heading to the splash pad. And I suggest you do the same.

Enjoy the summer!

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Writing on Wednesday: First Look

Every Wednesday from now until release date, I’ll be posting an exclusive scene from Aphrodite! Like what you read? Preorder today!

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“YOUR KIND ISN’T welcome here,” the dark-haired man growled, pushing his thick glasses up his nose with his index finger. The kid with shaggy hair and the balding man stepped around him, Olympian Steele gripped tight in their hands. I couldn’t take my eyes off the glittering stakes.

Poseidon let out a string of curses that would shock any sailor. “Get behind me.” He held out a hand, ready to push me back if I didn’t comply. His trident appeared in his other hand with a flash of gold so bright in the darkness, I found myself blinking away sparkling dots. “And get ready to run.”

“Run?” I demanded. “Why can’t we teleport?” Poseidon could grant me authorization in a second.

“And leave your demigod as collateral? My vows prohibit that, thanks to you.”

I laced my voice with as much sarcasm as I could. “We could always go get him.

Pink Dress attacked first, with all the grace of a zombie. She leapt forward, hacking and slashing at the air with the Olympian Steele before she even got within a foot of Poseidon. She was trying to miss. The flashing lights illuminated a wild struggle in her dark eyes. She was resisting the charm the best she could, but what hope could a mere mortal have over a divine force of will?

“And risk ’porting straight into a trap?”

Poseidon had a point. You couldn’t shield yourself while teleporting. We might be able to throw up a shield the second we arrived, but we’d be vulnerable for that second.

“We’re dealing with this now,” Poseidon declared.

I summoned my charm, gritting my teeth against the pain ripping through my stomach. Gah! What was this? The charm slid off the passengers like water. Swallowing hard, I stepped back, bumping into a barstool. Run? From humans?

Poseidon dodged an attack from Baldy, then seemed to remember me and threw himself between the two of us, trident whirling to block his Steele. “We’re going to talk about the bargain we just made later.”

“Talk all you want. Your promises are still binding.” I threw up a shield, power flaring to life within me. Gods, that hurt. Gritting my teeth, I ignored the gut-wrenching pain and pushed the shield at the charmed passengers just as Shaggy joined the fray, Steele shattering my shield in a second.

I froze. Fighting wasn’t in my skill set. Unlike Persephone, I’d never seen the point in spending my spare time learning self-defense or honing my powers so I’d be ready for a combat situation. My charm could quell gods. Why would I ever need anything more than that?

Poseidon shoved me to the side, intercepting the Steele with his trident. Baldy leapt to Shaggy’s aid, slashing at Poseidon, but Poseidon sent him flying into the bar, crashing into a wall of bottles with enough force to shatter them. Baldy hit the ground with a thud, alcohol and glass raining around him. The bartender, unperturbed, kept pouring drinks. What the hell? Everyone else danced or stood around in unconcerned clusters. Was the whole club charmed? Holy Hades, what kind of power were we dealing with?

Don’t just stand there. Do something. Taking a deep breath, I tuned out the pulsing music and concentrated. With effort, I picked out several more charmed passengers as well as a shield enveloping the entire bar. “Poseidon, break the shield!”

A wave of power swelled from Poseidon. The shield shattered. My stomach wrenched as I blanketed the room with charm in a desperate bid to gain control of the passengers before they panicked and fled. They could come in handy.

Gods! The effort of channeling my powers sent me doubling over in agony.

Gritting my teeth, I pushed past the pain, concentration breaking when another passenger lunged at me, knocking me to the floor. Rolling out of the way, I slid across shattered glass. The broken bottles sliced my skin. I leapt to my feet. The uncharmed passengers became aware of the fight in their midst, and rushed toward the door screaming. “Crap!” Pushing past the pain, I refocused my power on the crowd as the music shut off and fluorescent lights flickered on.

“Are you cut?” Poseidon spared me a glance, throwing up a shield to gain the half-second to determine whether or not I was all right.

“Not by Steele.” Taking a deep breath, I forced my charm to take hold of the other passengers. “Help me!”

The bar came to life as passengers threw themselves in between me and the Steele-wielding zombies.

“Go,” Poseidon shouted, trident swinging in a wild arc. Pink Dress ducked around the blow, slashing at Poseidon, but got intercepted by a crew member acting under the influence of my charm. I ran, Poseidon on my heels. The crowd split in front of me, forming a narrow hallway that closed in behind us. A living shield.

Scattered within the crowd, I could pick out the passengers who weren’t under my control waiting for us to get close enough to strike. “Red dress! Glasses! Waitress behind the table!” I shouted warnings to Poseidon as soon as I picked out the passengers who would attack, glancing back to gauge his success.

Poseidon’s trident flashed. Now I understood why Demeter and Hades had been so determined to get him on their side against Zeus. Poseidon wasn’t just powerful. He fought in a way most gods were too complacent to even consider. I couldn’t tell where his powers stopped and his physical prowess began. Green lightning erupted from the trident, followed by a punch, a kick, a shield inverted around a passenger to restrain them. He seemed to be everywhere at once until they tried to strike back, and then he was nowhere.

“You’re incredible!” I hadn’t meant to speak out loud, and, by rights, I shouldn’t be audible over the fight, but somehow, Poseidon still heard and shot me a grin.

“You sound surprised. I thought that was common knowledge.” His grin faded. “Watch out!”

I ducked as another charmed passenger broke through the crowd, slashing at the place where I’d been with the shimmering stake. Poseidon was there in a flash. The passenger went flying into the wall as limp as a rag doll.

We broke free of the bar and dashed through a hallway decorated to resemble the night sky. If anyone thought it odd we ran like our lives depended on it, I didn’t notice. “Where are we going?” I cried.

“Water.”

Right. I veered toward the atrium as the hall opened up into a lobby full of gift shops, tables, and photographers posing random passengers in front of pretty backdrops. The charmed passengers followed right on our heels. “This way!” I rushed across the atrium and up the curved, golden staircase.

I screamed as a hand closed around my ankle and yanked me down the steps. For a second, all I could focus on was the stake centimeters from my face. The weapon didn’t move. My gaze shifted up the arm of the passenger carrying the Steele. His face contorted in a grimace of agony. With a violent jerk, he was flung off of me, and slammed into the wall propelled by an invisible force.

“What?” Leaping to my feet, I found Poseidon. He had one arm up as he cast and recast a shield to keep the passengers at bay almost as fast as they slashed through it, and the other, stretched toward the man, trident extended. “How did you do that?” Telekinesis was not in our skill set.

“Salt water.” Poseidon panted, the strain from casting a new shield every time Steele broke through evident on his face. “Run!”

I scrambled up the steps, my mind reeling. There were whispers, rumors, that the original six were capable of manipulating the human body via built-in fail-safes. A control for each god. Water for Poseidon, trace minerals from the earth for Demeter, and the four aspects of the soul for the rest. But I’d only heard rumors. Precious little information about human creation passed down the bloodlines.

And no one could say for certain whether those same controls were built into us. Forget that for now. How have you not been cut? I’d been knocked over, pushed, and outright missed a statistically improbable number of times not to have sustained a single injury from the Olympian Daggers.

This fight didn’t make sense. I’d been on this ship surrounded by these people for the last day and a half. Why hadn’t someone taken me out then?

Maybe I’m not the target.

What if I was just in the way? Had they addressed both of us, or just Poseidon at the beginning of the fight? He’d stayed behind a shield almost the entire time he’d been on board. Maybe they’d attacked like this because taking down his shield would be noticeable no matter what they did. If you can’t go for surprise, go for strength?

I burst through the exterior door and slammed into the railing, gasping for breath.

“Stay against the rail.” Poseidon slid to halt in front of me.

“Here?” I took a nervous look around. The bit of deck we occupied reminded me of a sidewalk. The narrow strip of white wooden planks and painted metal rails ran parallel to the main lobby, separated by windows and glass doors. The charmed passengers stood in the open doorway, hacking at Poseidon’s shield. Soft Caribbean music and laughter came from the pool farther down the deck. I glanced at the exterior steps, wondering if we should run up one more deck.

“Here.” Poseidon’s shield broke and I felt the power ricochet back to him. “Can you break the charm?”

I hesitated. I’d never succeeded in freeing Persephone from Zeus’s charm, no matter how hard I’d tried. And I’d tried hard. “I have some theories.”

Poseidon nodded. “Try then. I’d rather not have to kill anyone.”

“Really?” It wasn’t as if I thought Poseidon enjoyed death and violence. Much. But I didn’t expect him to care one way or another whether the people attacking us lived or died.

Poseidon shrugged. “I don’t want to give Hades any excuse to come to my realm.”

Right. Gods had to respond to divine causes of death. It figured that’s what Poseidon would worry about right now. The sea god turned to the door. “I’ll buy you as much time as I can. You may want to duck.”

I dropped to my knees, my hands going over my head as a wall of water rushed above me, whipping around the deck as the charmed passengers poured through the doorway.

Go inside, nothing to see here. My stomach twisted as I let the command blanket the ship, fueling the order with every bit of power I could manage. Get to your room and stay there until morning.

The effort of maintaining hold of so many passengers twisted my stomach into painful knots. Oh, gods, this hurts. Water roared around me, disrupting my concentration. Squeezing my eyes shut, I waited until I sensed the passengers under my control begin to retreat across the ship. I imagined doors closing, and gave them a few seconds to get settled, making sure to imprint a strong desire in their minds to stay put until sunup before releasing them from my charm. Even out of my control, they would most likely obey the subconscious command.

I narrowed my focus to the passengers under foreign control heading toward this deck.

How many were there in total? I gave up counting at thirty and shifted my attention to the eight fighting Poseidon.

I could sense the charm holding them, but something about the power signature seemed off. Charm was like a thread of power extending from god to man. A thread. But the charm holding the humans hostage wasn’t a solitary thread but many, woven together like a rope.

“There’s more than one controller,” I blurted, realization hitting me like a tidal wave.

“What?” Poseidon shouted.

My answer got swallowed in the roar of the water. Baldy lunged at Poseidon, but got whipped away by the current. The water animated and whirled around Poseidon, suspended in the air like the arms of an octopus, lashing out every time one of the passengers got too close. But he wouldn’t be able to keep up the fight forever. I gritted my teeth and focused on gathering more power.

We weren’t dealing with another deity like me or a super-charged Titan. This was something else entirely. What did Zeus say? “You think you saved the world by killing me, but you’ve doomed it. What’s coming is worse. And Hades, they’re armed.”

They’re armed. Plural. We were dealing with a group. An army, even.

I kept my eyes closed, tuning out the screams, grunts, and occasional flashes of green lightning to separate each power signature I found connected to one of the charmed passengers. The threads of power were braided together in an intricate chain of charm.

But the woman in the pink dress did fight the foreign control. Maybe she wasn’t the only one. I opened my eyes for a second. The jerky movements of the passengers confirmed my theory. Gritting my teeth against the gut-wrenching pain that came with using my powers so close to Poseidon, I focused on a single thread of charm, ignoring the rest of the rope for now.

The individual threads were weak.

“Aphrodite,” Poseidon snapped. “Any time now!”

More passengers joined the battle. I hadn’t opened my eyes to check, but I could sense them. How many? Ten? Twelve? “I’m trying!” I focused on channeling my power through the gaps between threads of charm. Sweat bathed my face. Using my powers shouldn’t hurt this much.

Almost. I pushed at the gaps, pouring more and more power into the effort. The charm snapped and my eyes flew open. “Got it!” I called triumphantly. “I’ve—” I broke off with a gasp. The passengers hung suspended in a wall of water before Poseidon. Their mouths open, faces frozen in contorted expressions of pain as they’d desperately tried to drag air into their lungs but failed, finding only water. Their dead eyes burned with accusation.

“No.” Poseidon stepped backward and the water crashed to the deck, bringing the bodies to the ground with a sick sounding thunk, Olympian Steele still clutched tight in their dead fingers. “You didn’t.”

Happy Employee Appreciation Day!

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Happy Employee Appreciation Day everyone!

Now, I’m not an employee, nor do I have any, but I interact with employees every day, and I worked in retail long enough to know that it sucks. So if you’re working today, know you are appreciated and ignore the rest of this blog.

If you’re off or you don’t work or you don’t work for anyone but yourself, make the effort to show how much you appreciate the people who do in whatever way you can. Tip well. Find a manager and talk about how amazing the person helping you check out was. Get the name of anyone and everyone who helps you today and use them when you take the five minutes to fill out the surveys that come with the receipts. Incidentally, you get free stuff for doing that, so everyone wins.

Go out of your way to be nice today. They deserve it.

For Real Friday: Just Because You Love It…

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My husband and I sometimes argue about how inflexible I am about going to writers’ group. “Can’t you just skip this week?” he’ll ask before bringing up some fun thing we could go do, like seeing a movie as if a fun activity to pass the time and the thing that gives me consistent deadlines are interchangeable.

A friend of mine has a very specific time window for writing while her kid is in MMO. It’s a tiny, four hour block of time she gets twice a week. In that time she’s finished amazing books. Her husband knows it is her writing time, it’s why their child is signed up for MMO, but every time one of his days off lands on an MMO day they end up arguing because he doesn’t see why she can’t just do it later when he’s not home.

Another writer friend of mine despaired that a copy of his book leaked pre-publication and had already been downloaded all over the place. People think nothing of stealing a book someone worked over a year to write. I’ve heard people justify piracy like it’s an insult they’d be expected to pay for something that someone else enjoyed making. “Shouldn’t they be happy anyone even wants to read their book?” (Singers and actors get that one a lot, too)

It’s not just other people.

Today before I sat down to write, I got an email regarding something I volunteered for at my daughter’s school, a bill in the mail that needed to be paid, a text from my husband about some groceries we forgot to pick up, and a reminder note to schedule my cats’ yearly exam. None of it was so important it had to be dealt with just then. It all could wait. But I still felt tempted to stop and deal with all the less fun stuff so I could enjoy my “down” time writing.

Writing pays my mortgage. It’s not down time. It’s absolutely essential.

We, as a society have a really weird hang up about things we enjoy. Point out any profession that people go into for the love of it, and chances are they are fighting tooth and nail to be paid while people chant useless things at them like “No one goes into teaching for the money. If you didn’t love your job, you wouldn’t be there.”

For some reason we equate any job we might actually find enjoyment in as something that doesn’t count as real work. But writing, or any other job that takes work and time and effort, is no less of a job because you aren’t miserable doing it. Critique meetings are no less important because they also happen to be fun. Just because you love it doesn’t mean it’s not worth doing.

 

 

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For Real Fridays: Mom Fear

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I have a real problem with this post. A big one. I keep seeing it floating around online and every time I see it, I grit my teeth.

Moms know they can die in childbirth. Every mom. Promise. Moms know they can lose the baby in childbirth. Moms know they can lose the baby at any point during the pregnancy. Moms know. From the minute that positive result shows up on their pregnancy test, moms are clearly aware that the air they breath, the food they eat, the drinks they drink, the amount of work they do or don’t, the surroundings they keep, and literally every.single.thing.they.do can kill the baby. We know.

I promise you, every woman in that class know they can die or the baby can die. Promise. It keeps them awake at night. They read books that tell them so, they listen wide eyed to horror stories, they google every twinge and symptom. Moms know the worst possible outcome.

They’ve also been fed horror stories about doctors choosing to do c-sections so they don’t miss a golf game. They’ve heard that the epidural could hurt the baby, however rarely and they would rather suffer through labor pains for hours to prevent that infinitesimal risk. They make the birth plans to make sure they have a voice when they may not be able to speak. Labor is terrifying. I didn’t have a birth plan and I got the epidural as soon as I possibly could, but in the back of my mind, I was scared I was making the wrong call.

But they also know that in an actual emergency, that birth plan goes out the window. THAT is why their worse case scenarios include c-sections and epidurals, because it means they are either in the hands of a medical professional that is willfully ignoring their wishes, or something has gone terribly wrong and they or the baby could die.

They don’t want to imagine the end of that scenario. If this woman did, fine, I’m not upset with her for feeling emotional about it while typing up that post. She’s a pregnant woman. I’m upset with the nurse for being so pleased/surprised. What kind of labor and delivery nurse doesn’t know women are scared? My mom was an L&D nurse for over twenty-five years. Fear is universal experience when it comes to being pregnant.

It doesn’t end when you deliver either. I gained a magical ability when I had Bella. I can look at any piece of furniture and tell you all the ways it can kill a tiny human. I could write baby Final Destination. It flashes in front of my eyes faster than you can say baby proof. Other moms gain other magical powers. They can tell you all the harmful chemicals that are in a slice of bread. The thousand ways a certain tone of voice can damage a child’s self-esteem. They gain these magical powers because mothers have been given an overwhelming task. Keep your tiny human alive, and healthy, happy, and well adjusted. P.S Literally every breath you take impacts the outcome.

We worry about co-sleeping versus cry it out, breast feeding versus bottle, attachment parenting versus free-range, public versus private school, scheduled or unscheduled time after school, work or stay home, organic or regular food, vaccinate or not. Every cross roads we could ever come to has been pre-sown with seeds of fear. To stay sane, most moms hyper focus on that one thing. Their issue. I had a professional baby proofer come to my house. My water literally broke when the last closet door safety latch was installed. Because I worried about baby proofing, I didn’t worry as much about epidurals. I was aware of the whispers about them enough to be afraid in that moment, but I’d picked my thing to focus on.

I’m not mad at the moms who don’t vaccinate.I’m mad at the Doctor who falsified data for profit. Knowing that his study was intentionally skewed didn’t stop me from holding my breath while Bella was being given the MMR. The knowledge that I was giving consent to something that most likely wouldn’t, but what if it did tremendously impact her entire life, is paralyzing. It’s like you’re standing on the brink of a huge fall and you’re going to go over on one side or another and there’s tons of fog. You’re 99.9% sure that side A only has a one foot fall and the other is a 50 foot drop. That 99.9% certainty doesn’t stop you from being scared as you take the plunge. As a mom, that’s every decision you ever make.

We know fear. We know the worst case scenarios. And if you don’t know that, you’ve never actually listened to another mom.

Pick Your Valentine!

As usual, Aphrodite has plenty to choose from. Check out these simply divine profiles and vote on your favorite.  Whoever is leading in the polls at 5:00 PM EST has a date with you, dear reader by way of an all new scene featuring that character and a live Q&A.

Want to be the first to learn more about these hot guys? Preorder Aphrodite today!

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A rebellious demigod who knows just how far to push the rules until they break. Tantalus Atreus is the gods gift to woman kind, so why not partake?

Name: Tantalus Atreus

S/N: @Tantalizeme

Age: I’m not picky.

Location: A little slice of paradise

Seeking: A good time

Stats: Average height, aurum (gold hair, eyes, skin and more ;), well built

What my ideal partner would be like: Fun. Flexible. Doesn’t get clingy.

 My idea of a perfect date: I’m always down for a party. The more the merrier.

 Best Feature: Charming.

 Biggest Turn off: Holier than thou types

 Interests: Games, politics, music

 Profession: Model

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Are you looking for a supernatural Christian Grey who can keep you entertained all night long? Then is Poseidon the god for you!

Name: Poseidon

S/N: @Oceaneyes

Age: As old as the sea

Location: Somewhere beyond the sea

Seeking: Men, women, nymphs, species of the equine persuasion.

Stats:  Tall, blond, built like a god. What more could you want?

What my ideal partner would be like: Blonde, green eyed, petite equestrians.Would prefer an environmentalist. Someone who really cares about the earth.

 My idea of a perfect date: Long walks on the beach.

 Best Feature: Powerful

 Biggest Turn off: That would be hard to manage.

 Interests: Marine biology, surfing, water bending, horses

 Profession: Let’s just  go with upper management.

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Enjoy heated debates? Adonis has a strong sense of justice and an opinion about everything!

Name: Adonis Eros

S/N: @SocialJusticeWarrior29

Age: 19

Location: Miami, Florida

Seeking: Nothing. I just got out of a serious relationship.

Stats: Aurum, average height, average build.

 What my ideal partner would be like: Socially aware, outspoken, activist. I like a girl who speaks her mind and means what she says with no equivocation. Must have brain.

 My idea of a perfect date: Dinner and a movie

 Best Feature: I give a damn.

 Biggest Turn off: God-complexes.

 Interests: News, politics, the world around me. #staywoke

 Profession: Model

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Still waters run deep in this surprising pacifist.

Name: Ares

S/N: @CryHavoc

Age: …is just a number

Location: Right in the thick of things

Seeking: Love

 Stats:  Tall, black hair, fiery eyes, built like a god. Likes leather.

 What my ideal partner would be like: Her.

 My idea of a perfect date: Dancing in the rain. Don’t knock it until you try it.

 Best Feature: I’m a great listener.

 Biggest Turn off: Jars.Don’t ask.

 Interests: Camping in the great outdoors. Adventure. Road trips. Fun.

 Profession: Soldier

Vote for your favorite!